Please Come back

I've been down this road before
I don't want it to happen again
I loved you with all of my heart
But now I just lost a friend

No one said it was going to be easy
I just wanted to hold your hand
To prove and show you
That I will forever be your man

But instead here I sit looking at pictures
Wondering what might have been
My heart is crushed and I'm confused
Our love was a perfect ten

You got insecure about yourself
So you ended up pushing me away
You told me that I wasn't the one for you
And nothing more you had to say

You said I deserved a perfect girl
And someone that will love me the same
Maybe you don't fully understand
This is my heart, not a game

Please just come back to me
Because you are a perfect angel in my eyes
I can't go on living without you
And I don't want to listen to the devil's lies

Listen to your heart...

Does anyone truly understand
Can anyone feel the pain
My heart has been here before
There's nothing left to gain

The knife used to be my friend
To hide away all of my fears
I have grown wiser with age
But no one is here to catch my tears

My heart has been broken once again
I lost a girl that meant the world to me
So I sit wondering what I could have done
But maybe we just weren't meant to be

But before I end this poem of mine
I just have to ask one question to you
What does your heart truly want
Go with what it tells you to do

It hurts

It hurts so much to sit here,
and look into those big beautiful blue eyes,
and wonder if all you ever told me was a lie.

It hurts to sit here and wonder,
why you threw all we had down the drain.

It hurts to know we could of had something
special but now there's no more us,
it's just you, and there's me.

It just hurts so much sitting across from you,
and now there's no words that are spoken.


I MISS YOU! :(

True Friend

In my life people have come and gone
And I was made to believe that everything was wrong
That happiness was to far out of reach
That a true friend in my life
I could never keep

Then one day, I saw you there
And a friendship began that has never faded
It has only grown stronger, never to be jaded
You have seen my inner most deepest thoughts
Witnessed the pain that life has brought

And yet you stand right by my side
Never letting me give up and hide
Your friendship has kept me through the darkest of nights
And with all these wrongs, you make it right

I am trully blessed to have a friend like you
And there is nothing in this world that I would not do
For you, my friend are a diamond in the rough
And all these words will never be enough
To trully express what your friendship means
And how to the end, I will always be
There for you, through the good times and the bad
Because you my friend, are the best friend I ever had.

To My Best Friends

Your everything to me through thick & thin

You've been there when I cried and was hurt

You made me laugh and made me see the pain won't last forever

We been friends not just friends but Best Friends for almost nine years

You & I been through a lot together

Sure we had our silly fights

But it was like shake it off and say whatever

We lasted so long and come this far I can't see us ever being apart

But that my friend is a dream I know is about to end

Your leaving to begin a whole new chapter in your life

I will see you again soon I hope

It hurts to say goodbye and to think you will be there and I will be here

But think things will be fine I'll live through it so will you

I'm glad your my best friend

Remember even though your leaving I'm just a phone call away

I love you & don't you ever forget that!

Would you just listen?

Would you just listen and please don't say a word, just yet,
I'd like you to think back to the very first time we met,
How you felt around me? The memories we shared,
And just remember that once upon a time, you really cared.

Now think about how we parted, and how much I cried,
But please don't speak, remember that I never ever lied,
That I told you the honest truth about why we were to split,
But now I'd like you to know that my heart broke bit by bit.

The pain was deep, unbearable and painful, for so many years,
I'll never forget all the sadness, all the uncontrollable tears,
Slowly I am rebuilding my life, I am content with what I've got,
And although it is hard I am beginning to forget what I have not.

You were a special part of my life that I will never forget,
A part of my life that broke my heart, but that I don't regret,
You gave me some happy memories that I'll keep in my heart,
Although sometimes I wish that you and I didn't have to part.

You were my first love and my true love, that will always be so,
After all of the heartache, sadness and never ending pain, I know,
You and I had something special and that will never change,
Because I love you and loving someone else will always seem strange.

Would you just listen and please don't say a word, not ever,
I'd like you to remember that once upon a time, we said forever,
That I had hopes and dreams, that I was the one who threw them away,
And this is something I will always regret until my dying day.

Ending Her Cries

I looked into her eyes
I got lost in their depth
A glance into the future
Revealing the secrets she kept

For so many years she cared too
Yet we were both afraid to say
We avoided each other completely...
Every time, simply another day

She cried to me one night.
~Please help, I don't know what to do~
I wrapped my arms around her body.
~It is okay now, I'm here with you~

She told me about her boyfriend,
He cheated, and hurt her bad...
I told her not to worry...
But in the inside I was getting mad.

I held back my anger...
And I comforted her instead.
Playing with her hair,
She lay still on my bed.

I leaned over to kiss her cheek,
She smiled and turned to me.
~Thank you for being there...
I Have finally learned to see~

With that she drifted off,
I left her quietly sleeping.
~How could anyone want to hurt her? ~
I ran through thoughts, my heart leaping.

I met up with her boyfriend,
Swung out of pure love and rage.
A knife stabbed through my stomach..
~God where were you today?~

My head smacking onto the pavement,
My breath getting thin...
My vision blurred and fading slowly...
This was a battle I could never win.

As this darkness consumes me...
Light fills my eyes...
I am proud to have lost my life,
If it meant ending her cries...